Lack of endless time
Sometimes I wish I could hit rewind.
Wondering if I made the right choices
I mean… How well did I listen to my inner voices?
I Love my Family and my Life,
I just wish there was room to grow and strive.
We have survived an endless battle
I know nothing, except this chosen saddle.
Confined each Day is a Repeat
Same air, same choices, same seat.
Life is good I just need some change
So my heart and mind can rearrange.
Reassess my wants and needs
But I know in the end I’d plant the same seeds.
I would like to get rid of this feeling of Doom
And for God to Shine a Light real soon.

~Amen

© Tina Smith 2014

I found this stuffed in my Grandparents typewriter…
I wrote this feeling so depressed but praying at the same time.
I typed it alone in the Basement one night and forgot all about it till now.
2 months after this my Prayer was answered.
We got our Dream house full of all the Sunshine “Light” I needed.