Sometimes I wonder how much time I have left in this House?
And the Heavenly surroundings throughout.
I know my Life is in God's Hands
I just wish I could plan.
I try to Live in the present moment and that's it
But every once in awhile I feel this Pit
Deep down inside
I just can't hide
The never ending fear
Of having to Live without you near.
Its been 27yrs since you first held me
A Life without you I can't see.
And than to loose our Home
My Heart and Soul will Rome
Breathlessly
Endlessly searching for you
Daily in the things I do.
Wondering if you're Pain free?
At Heavens Gate
Patiently you wait.
This will be my Day in Hell
Am I strong enough?
Only Time will Tell.