how fast you were taken

In mere months

Why does Life leave no time
For me?
Every thought involves my Mom and Dad
And the lack of time makes me extremely sad.
Praying that God gives me many years
Loosing them is my biggest fear.
I have so much regret deep inside
Silently hurting... I hide
Everything I want and need
Some moments it's like I fee ... Read more »

What do you do when life gets to be
too much?
And your own thoughts and feelings
you don't even have time to touch.
When people rely on you so heavily
and it just feels wrong to want to be free
It's like drowning in everyone else's breath and never feeling your own leave your chest.
People need me and I don& ... Read more »

Every time I close my eyes
I remember us embracing
And the security of the warmth
of us just chasing...
Life.

Taking the time to breathe each other in
Melting away our problems right then.

It's funny how when you can no l ... Read more »

I've always had this hole deep inside
that only my family can fill

But fate seems to always throw so much at me
that my path isn't always my will.

I feel like the hands of time
are slowly dwindling away

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Do you ever feel like Life has you forgetting to Breathe?
100 Mph of juggling, and all you can do is Dodge and weave.

You have to stop and tell yourself someone always has it worse
But you're so exhausted and your emotions feel like there about to burst...
Right out of your skin
Y ... Read more »

Alcohol has hurt so much of our family tree
And I thought we were finally free..

But were not
And it hurts because it's already taken a lot.
I really don't know how to deal with it
So with a sad sinking heart I sit
Lost and a ... Read more »

Sometimes I wonder how much time I have left in this House?
And the Heavenly surroundings throughout.
I know my Life is in God's Hands
I just wish I could plan.
I try to Live in the present moment and that's it
But every once in awhile I feel this Pit
Deep down inside
I just can't hide
The never ending ... Read more »

Lack of endless time
Sometimes I wish I could hit rewind.
Wondering if I made the right choices
I mean… How well did I listen to my inner voices?
I Love my Family and my Life,
I just wish there was room to grow and strive.
We have survived an endless battle
I know nothing, except this chosen saddle.
Con ... Read more »

I hate when the lonely creeps in
And I find myself remembering when…
You used to hold me so very close
We felt like two puzzle pieces that began to roast.
Hot summer nights, I used to complain about the heat
Now I’d give anything to hit repeat.
You see, I miss the feeling of you
Embracing, Heartbeats chasin ... Read more »