I want to find a place to go whenever I want to disappear
where no one can find me, and I can leave behind my fears.
A big place with lots of trees,
and no more worries.
I want to hear the wind whistling in my ear,
and be able to enjoy it without tears.
Just lie on the ground and watch the clouds
pick out funny animals and play around.
Just to be free for a day
no more worries...Nothing bad to say.
Just to find my inner child,
and go wild for awhile.
I don't get outside...
So when I do I'm inspired.
It's like I can smell freedom in the air
I can leave behind yesterday's fear.
Everything just melts away
until there's another dark and gloomy day.
So I sit on school grounds soaking in the sun
waiting for the bell so the kids and I can have fun.
We’ll walk home along the bare trees
with all our minds wondering.
So peaceful just walking home
it makes me want to continue to roam.
Still I haven't gotten over the fear of being alone outside
trying, but it seems my past and present collide.
Definitely better than a few years before
yearning for freedom even more.
I’ll continue to heal myself one day at a time
trying to keep happy thoughts in my mind.
I won't give up after making it this far
at night look up my spirit is a shooting star.
My body and mind always so far away,
but that star means I can make it yet another day.