When the Tide of Life has swallowed you and your Dreams seem to elude... you have to uncover something Original to hold on to.~ Tina Smith 2011
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Looking Back
 
Sometimes I feel the need to look back on
Where every path in my life has taken me…
Some good some bad.
The one thing I’ve noticed is my need to sacrifice myself
Which I may never fully understand.
The kids are growing so fast
And when there gone there will ... Read more »
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One More Dance

What do you mean to me?
"Everything”
When you’re in pain...
It feels like I’m drowning.
Knowing there’s nothing I can do
To turn agony, into happy
Makes me cherish the moments you’re laughing.
We’ve been together for so long
We’re like t ... Read more »
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You and I

I stare into a candle flame
Flickering side to side we’re the same.
I love you with all that I am, but I miss
Pieces of us that left the world behind in a kiss.
I’m ec ... Read more »
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Wasting Away

I’ve learned it’s harder to live
Than it is to give up.

And it’s harder to do the right thing
Than to get what you want.

People make sacrifi ... Read more »
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Wanting More…

I’m sitting here staring at the stars…
Wondering what God thinks of my life so far?
Wondering if I’ve been going down the wrong paths?
Or if I’m supposed to pass on th ... Read more »
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Unread

I'm thinking about time well spent,
and what everything meant.
Still yet to come to a conclusion...
I'm enchanted by love’s illusions.
I'll never learn to walk away.
... Read more »
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Unforgettable

Rain falling down like tears from the sky
running off our face, but it would feel like a happy cry.
A blanket on the ground to lay under heavens stars
touches so gentl ... Read more »
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True feelings

When I’m alone I want to feel your touch,
but you’re never there anymore and it hurts so much.
When the house is quiet late at night
I think of you wishing you were in ... Read more »
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Touched By You

I’m thinking of you,
and everything you do.
Oh the sweet smell of candlelight
waiting for you to come into my sight.
When I feel your warm lips on my breast
i ... Read more »
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Those Eyes

Tonight I’m saddened over thoughts more than a decade old.
Over time they’ve made me emotionless and cold,
But only to my own needs, dreams, and desires.
I’ve given every ... Read more »
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This Is For You Dad!

I just wanted to tell you I’m just like you
I think the same, and I work like you do.
I want you to know that no matter how bad it used to be
I’m thankful for a ... Read more »
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The Cold Wait

Life always amazes me
with my soul I see.
I never forget a touch,
and I'm often the one missing out on so much.
I might not have a lot,
but I can't be bought. ... Read more »
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The Ultimate Desires

I wish that I could find the words that are so real                                                 you’re the only person who has ever made me relax, and feel what I need to feel.
The dominant side of you is what I love
I could never begin to get ... Read more »
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The Secret

What causes a person to have roller coaster moods?
You're happy you’re sad...Suddenly you don't know what to feel or do.
They’re still things unfinished
they won't go awa ... Read more »
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The Questions of Life

I have an insecure feeling sneaking up on me.
Is this really where my partner wants to be?
We used to sit beside each other and talk all day,
now when we actua ... Read more »
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Suppressed Passions
You’re my destiny
wanting you only.
Wish you were here
I open my eyes you disappear.
Wanting to be held on Valentine’s Day
yearning for you to caress me in any way.
I guess you heard the calling of the bar
so my request won’t go far. ... Read more »
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Spiritual Bloom

Sorry I let you down
though I make no sound.
When you’re mad at me
I feel such misery.
I can’t take the silence
I feel such defiance.
Like I spoiled your ... Read more »
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Soul kisses

Tonight I anticipate your warm arms,
And your suave charm.
I yearn to feel your fingertips
Tracing every curve…Its tag you’re it!
Those lips give a kiss that seem to ... Read more »
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Soul Deep

Wake my soul
make me feel whole.
Breathe me in so deep
that when you’re awake you are asleep.
Sing my lullaby
my love will be a natural high.
Look ever so deep ... Read more »
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Sisterly Bond

A shoulder to lean on from whom I can tell anything,
and during this there would be no judging.
In return I do the same
sending in all back her way.
Happy or sad m ... Read more »
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Silence

My heart is heavy and so is my head,
because there are so many things left unsaid.
You don’t want to talk to me
so what’s wrong is hard to see.
Even your voice over the ... Read more »
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Seeing Me

I’m starting to realize there is no one to find
I didn’t have the chance to grow my own mind.
If you put me some place new
the first day I’m quietly watching everything yo ... Read more »
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Rock Bottom

Today makes 13 years since I said I do,
and here I lay in a cold bed without you.
Something’s I guess will never change
bottled up I hide my pain.
For 9 years I took ... Read more »
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Responsibilities

Sometimes late at night
I wonder if you’re alright.
I lay here all alone
sleeping by the telephone.
I dream of you and me
the way it used to be.
What I ... Read more »
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Reborn

I'm inside out
isn't that what life is all about?
If you know me
you'll never forget...
If you hold me
my love you're drowned with.
I hate no one,
because no ... Read more »
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Reality Returns

I just want to…
be with you.
To feel the rhythm of us dancing
your eyes tantalize my mind you’re romancing.
With every move I’ve become hypnotized
you now pu ... Read more »
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Precious Time

Being with my kids brings peace of mind
that only gets better with more time.
I wish I could be here all the time
instead of writing these sad rhymes.
Their is a h ... Read more »
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Precious

You were in every detail of my day
From brushing my teeth…To what I’d feel or say.
In the morning you’d motivate me
Meowing NOW at my door till I’d come and see…
You lo ... Read more »
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Piercing Eyes

When I look into your eyes
I feel as if I’ve been blinded.
They pierce my soul
Making me reach to be whole.
A moment of weakness, a tear from thyn eyes
Here th ... Read more »
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Peaceful Guidance

It was so easy when my kids were babies
no matter how hard it was one smile would save me.
You could be crying and completely a mess
they’d still be cooing…It woul ... Read more »
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Peace In 2002

2002 will forever remain special to me
I now know anything's possible as long as you believe.
It seems like my life has always been full of pain and fear
until a mirac ... Read more »
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Overwhelming Passions

I’m sitting here with all this time on my hands
every thought of you leaves me feeling like I’ve fallen in quick sand.
No defenses left just surrendering to you no ... Read more »
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Motivation Prayer

Let it rain down on me today
I want to feel some of these heavenly rays.
God please give me some more faith,
cause I’m about to educate…Myself.
Put my life on ... Read more »
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Internal Stability

You reach to me as if I’m your final breath of air
I’m like a mirage waiting I wear.
Like the sun when you look up constantly there,
But no matter how close I seem… I’m just following.
Drawn to my black hole in the sea
Sucked into my emotions at ... Read more »
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Changing Lanes

Unforeseen forces beckon me
My heart speeds up…Now I can’t breathe.
Something I fight alone
Through appearance it’s not shown.
I’ve grown tired and weary of these attacks
I want what they’ve taken back.
Precious time unraveled in chest pains
... Read more »
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Ballerina

It seems I’m lost in a corner of my own world
where I’m seeking anything, because I’m easily bored.
I need adventure like some need air
a taste of freedom leaves me in a m ... Read more »
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A Daydream

Far away in my mind
I see rain drops falling from the sky.
The moon light shimmering
your eyes are twinkling.
Can’t walk away for I’m frozen in time
if only for t ... Read more »
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2 Souls 1 Heart

Sometimes I think I was born to be a sucker along life's way
made as a big mistake...
So many things I don't understand in myself
so I can't expect it from anyone el ... Read more »
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A Healing Cry

I wish you wouldn't get so offended when I say I need help
especially when you've been through this yourself.
I really need someone else to talk to
someone experienced ... Read more »
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A Lifetime

It won’t be long before we’ll be together for 14 years
we’ve shared a lot of pleasure, and tears.
At 14 and 17 we we’re so in love
fear was nothing we ever thought of.
... Read more »
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A Mother’s Love

A mom is someone who’ll love you no matter what
without having sentences that always end with but.
She listens and gives you room to grow,
and when it’s time she let ... Read more »
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A Special Place

I want to find a place to go whenever I want to disappear
where no one can find me, and I can leave behind my fears.
A big place with lots of trees,
and no more worr ... Read more »
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A True Parent

A true parent is someone who cares
someone who will love you and always be there.
That’s who you are and will always be
for you’re the one who’s always cared for me. < ... Read more »
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Answered Prayers

God help me with this fear of messing up!
Give me patience and help me to be fast enough.
I don’t know these people, but their lives are in my hands
everything happ ... Read more »
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Being Me

I’m sitting at a table at work
thinking about how much has changed for our future.
I’m keeping faith that things will be okay
no matter what challenges come our way.
So ... Read more »
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Blind Willpower

Broken promises, tattered dreams
Take over most of my memories.
Through hardships I’ve built this ancient wall
To lessen the impact from the next fall.
Locking e ... Read more »
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Bound
 
I feel as if I live in a snow globe
Only its rain…
I can see everyone on the outside,
But I’m here going insane.
I go to the edge to see the sun shine
But that’s as far as it goes.
It’s as if something has me bound here,
And I was c ... Read more »
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Consumed In Worries

So here I sit worried again
don’t know where you’re at or where you’ve been?
I called the bar at my usual 12am,
and you’re not there…This isn’t fair!!
It’s 1 ... Read more »
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Deadly Thirst

What do we have left except our time?
I try and reach to you, but silence is my only find.
Everything is gone except memories and years…
Even when you’re home I’m wast ... Read more »
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Dimensions of the Soul

I sit drowning in twilight thoughts
words so swiftly thrown and bought.
I’m not sure where my world truly is taking me
I’m becoming a hopeless charity.
Th ... Read more »
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Disillusioned

Why do I allow myself to believe?
That you will wake up and see…
Our ghosts fading,
Ever so slowly cascading
Away into the background.
Silence, leaving only tw ... Read more »
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Dream Portal

It's so weird when I go to sleep...
I get sucked into a world of 3D.
When my life was going to shit
I'd go to sleep, and dream the opposite.
Now that my life is goi ... Read more »
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Emotional Dreams

I'm lying in bed alone again tonight
you're in my mind, but I don't fight.
I feel your soft lips kissing me
I look in your eyes then your neck I start kissing.
... Read more »
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Endless Searching...

My mind is in a pleasure zone
I want the romance I’ve never known.
For me to be completely out of charge
someone who’ll go that far.
To go to the great exte ... Read more »
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Eternally Frozen

Behind everyone’s eyes is a story,
And on every heart is a scar.

Life’s lesson etched forever,
Pain makes you who you are.

Memories held ... Read more »
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Ever Changing Love

And so I awaken yet again
to renew the life I'm living.
I see sun and think of you
I see night stars and wonder will we get through?
I meet people who are mor ... Read more »
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Fantasy Kiss

A hint of vanilla on the body
the skin so smooth and fair.
The warmth of two
fantasizing anew.
Ever changing dreams
sometimes can bring...
Arousal and passi ... Read more »
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Fates Puzzle

One second can change a life
or even feelings of being a wife.
I cherish this even more
what the future holds I’m not sure?
Every second wondering is this the last ... Read more »
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Feelings of You

I’ve come to realize that you’re all I need
I know you’re tired of taking the lead.
With a little patience and more time
I think the aggressive women you want you’ll ... Read more »
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"This is a tribute for my sister Jennifer…” 
                                                                  
Figerro
                                 
Little kitten in my mind I see
the pain in you still following me.
I grabbed you and held you so tight
together for your li ... Read more »
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Finally a Light?
I guess suffering can sometimes bring good
you now say you’re getting help the way you should.
I wish you could see how much pain me, and the kids have been through all these years
we were also alone while shedding our tears.
I wish it wouldn't have t ... Read more »
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Flourishing Souls

You and I together after all has been done
yet we still manage to get crazy, and have fun.
Can’t imagine anyone making it through what we have
thinking back on pai ... Read more »
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Forever Broke
 
Trapped is how I feel
Holding everything in how I deal.

In a world where I can do nothing right,
And he can always find a reason to fight.

I can never speak about how I feel or what I desire
I’m always depressed, and as he says "A L ... Read more »
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Fulfillment
 
I wish I could touch your face
when I'm at work I miss your warm embrace.
You've helped me so much lately,
and it's wonderful to see you so happy.
This year is the first year you've smiled so much
you seem to glow, and my heart you have touched.
There's just ... Read more »
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God’s Whispers

So here I sit with my thoughts again
sometimes they’re my only friend.
I can’t ... Read more »
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Guiding Senses

I'm in an emotional state
leaving behind all reasoning in fate.
I move forward trying to ignore prior faults
leaving room for growth and spiritual jolts.
Does ... Read more »
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Happy Birthday Dad!!

Dad I'm bringing you wishes, and fond memories
like the ones that are often brought to me.
Like when I hear the Eagles CD
I remember you cleaning the fish tanks ... Read more »
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Haunting Memories

Why must life be so complicated?
We get old, and spend our whole life compensating.
Once you get old there is nothing, but worries and pain.
I swear sometimes I’m ... Read more »
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Have You Ever

You’ve known me for 14 years, but do you really see me?
And if you do…Are you now accepting?
No…
Have you ever sent my favorite roses to me?
Or let me be free with ... Read more »
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Heavenly Dreams

Sometimes I daydream about you touching me
you just look into my eyes, and we leave reality.
I can feel you caressing me
I'm a prisoner in your arms...I'm weakening. ... Read more »
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Hour Glass
 
In my life so Much time has been wasted
True freedom to grow has never really been tasted.
Sitting in my room restlessly overflowing with wishes
Only to be filled with empty kisses…
That carry a promise, only it will be broken.
And yet again I’ll wish your words w ... Read more »
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Inner Arousal

I love to taste your flesh
with little sweet caressing kisses.
Slowly we move
I’m so into you.
I’m so aroused
my body begins to melt.
I run my tongue down ... Read more »
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Insecurities

I’m sitting here wishing you would make love to me like the first time,
but I feel lately I’ve been the farthest thing from your mind.
Why is it when we’re together now you ... Read more »
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Letting You (Mom) Inside

Mom I just want you to know that as time goes on
I start to understand more where you’re coming from.
I want to mend our bridge while we can
though I can’t ... Read more »
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Life’s Choices

Dear God I lost my way,
and I’m sure I made the right choice yesterday.
How could I do so many things wrong?
I know his love was real when he held me in his arms.
... Read more »
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Life’s Little Things

When I’m home I’m missing you and wish we weren’t apart
in this world we’re living in you’ve got to find a way to start.
I wonder do you think of me the way I think ... Read more »
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Love! And Life?

I miss you every hour of the day
when I get home you want to go away.
When I’m at work I miss home
when you’re at home alone you wish you could roam.
Now it’s ok ... Read more »
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Love Me

My heart aches more by the day,
because you’re not changing your old ways.
We were doing well for along while
now we’re going backwards many miles.
I’m tired of being le ... Read more »
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Love’s Rhythm
 
Music plays, and the people vanish
A tunnel vision only you manage.
Foreheads touching, eyes close
Love’s rhythm in our dancing shows.
Warm emotions pulsate my veins
Filling me with happiness never pain.
I’ve never been so fulfilled
A peace so strong it ... Read more »
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Loves Treasure

So weird how everything can be perfect one day,
and then be gone to never be the same.
Or how what you thought was dead was still alive
just needed to dig deeper insi ... Read more »
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Loving My Kids

Sometimes I cry myself to sleep,
because I have nothing in my life except defeat.
I finally climbed up that ladder,
and when I got there it just made me even sadder. ... Read more »
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Miracles Do Happen

Something's I just don't understand in life.
Like why we have to go through so much before it's right?
Why do we have to hurt ourselves, and people we love?
Just ... Read more »
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Motherly Love

The cold wait is continued
like a restaurant menu.
Servings are scarce
there like my bodies terrorists.
Will I feel the warmth in due time?
Will thoughts of me ... Read more »
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My Shadow Past

I look in the mirror at me,
and think what do you see?
I’m not sure who is there?
Who I was has disappeared.
I see a shell of someone who looks the same,
and ... Read more »
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  Never Enough Time 

    Watching my kids grow so fast saddens me
  I miss when they were little babies.
  The first two were so close they felt like one
  I work ... Read more »
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Old Wounds

I'm sitting here in my own time warp
I feel as if I've been carried off by a stork.
Ever changing dreams and moods
from me they seem to elude.
Once again I probably r ... Read more »
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Our Future

I miss Junior and the kids with all my heart,
but I can’t quit now when our future has just begun to start.
You see I’ve been working for about a month now
if I quit I’ll let ... Read more »
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