Looking Back Sometimes I feel the need to look back on Where every path in my life has taken me… Some good some bad. The one thing I’ve noticed is my need to sacrifice myself Which I may never fully understand. The kids are growing so fast And when there gone there will
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One More Dance
What do you mean to me? "Everything” When you’re in pain... It feels like I’m drowning. Knowing there’s nothing I can do To turn agony, into happy Makes me cherish the moments you’re laughing. We’ve been together for so long We’re like t
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You and I
I stare into a candle flame Flickering side to side we’re the same. I love you with all that I am, but I miss Pieces of us that left the world behind in a kiss. I’m ec
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Wasting Away
I’ve learned it’s harder to live Than it is to give up.
And it’s harder to do the right thing Than to get what you want.
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Wanting More…
I’m sitting here staring at the stars… Wondering what God thinks of my life so far? Wondering if I’ve been going down the wrong paths? Or if I’m supposed to pass on th
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Unread
I'm thinking about time well spent, and what everything meant. Still yet to come to a conclusion... I'm enchanted by love’s illusions. I'll never learn to walk away.
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Unforgettable
Rain falling down like tears from the sky running off our face, but it would feel like a happy cry. A blanket on the ground to lay under heavens stars touches so gentl
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True feelings
When I’m alone I want to feel your touch, but you’re never there anymore and it hurts so much. When the house is quiet late at night I think of you wishing you were in
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Touched By You
I’m thinking of you, and everything you do. Oh the sweet smell of candlelight waiting for you to come into my sight. When I feel your warm lips on my breast i
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Those Eyes
Tonight I’m saddened over thoughts more than a decade old. Over time they’ve made me emotionless and cold, But only to my own needs, dreams, and desires. I’ve given every
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This Is For You Dad!
I just wanted to tell you I’m just like you I think the same, and I work like you do. I want you to know that no matter how bad it used to be I’m thankful for a
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The Cold Wait
Life always amazes me with my soul I see. I never forget a touch, and I'm often the one missing out on so much. I might not have a lot, but I can't be bought.
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The Ultimate Desires
I wish that I could find the words that are so real you’re the only person who has ever made me relax, and feel what I need to feel.
The dominant side of you is what I love I could never begin to get
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The Secret
What causes a person to have roller coaster moods? You're happy you’re sad...Suddenly you don't know what to feel or do. They’re still things unfinished they won't go awa
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The Questions of Life
I have an insecure feeling sneaking up on me. Is this really where my partner wants to be? We used to sit beside each other and talk all day, now when we actua
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Suppressed Passions
You’re my destiny wanting you only. Wish you were here I open my eyes you disappear. Wanting to be held on Valentine’s Day yearning for you to caress me in any way. I guess you heard the calling of the bar so my request won’t go far.
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Spiritual Bloom
Sorry I let you down though I make no sound. When you’re mad at me I feel such misery. I can’t take the silence I feel such defiance. Like I spoiled your
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Soul kisses
Tonight I anticipate your warm arms, And your suave charm. I yearn to feel your fingertips Tracing every curve…Its tag you’re it! Those lips give a kiss that seem to
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Soul Deep
Wake my soul make me feel whole. Breathe me in so deep that when you’re awake you are asleep. Sing my lullaby my love will be a natural high. Look ever so deep
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Sisterly Bond
A shoulder to lean on from whom I can tell anything, and during this there would be no judging. In return I do the same sending in all back her way. Happy or sad m
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Silence
My heart is heavy and so is my head, because there are so many things left unsaid. You don’t want to talk to me so what’s wrong is hard to see. Even your voice over the
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Seeing Me
I’m starting to realize there is no one to find I didn’t have the chance to grow my own mind. If you put me some place new the first day I’m quietly watching everything yo
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Rock Bottom
Today makes 13 years since I said I do, and here I lay in a cold bed without you. Something’s I guess will never change bottled up I hide my pain. For 9 years I took
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Responsibilities
Sometimes late at night I wonder if you’re alright. I lay here all alone sleeping by the telephone. I dream of you and me the way it used to be. What I
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Reborn
I'm inside out isn't that what life is all about? If you know me you'll never forget... If you hold me my love you're drowned with. I hate no one, because no
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Reality Returns
I just want to… be with you. To feel the rhythm of us dancing your eyes tantalize my mind you’re romancing. With every move I’ve become hypnotized you now pu
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Precious Time
Being with my kids brings peace of mind that only gets better with more time. I wish I could be here all the time instead of writing these sad rhymes. Their is a h
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Precious
You were in every detail of my day From brushing my teeth…To what I’d feel or say. In the morning you’d motivate me Meowing NOW at my door till I’d come and see… You lo
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Piercing Eyes
When I look into your eyes I feel as if I’ve been blinded. They pierce my soul Making me reach to be whole. A moment of weakness, a tear from thyn eyes Here th
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Peaceful Guidance
It was so easy when my kids were babies no matter how hard it was one smile would save me. You could be crying and completely a mess they’d still be cooing…It woul
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Peace In 2002
2002 will forever remain special to me I now know anything's possible as long as you believe. It seems like my life has always been full of pain and fear until a mirac
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Overwhelming Passions
I’m sitting here with all this time on my hands every thought of you leaves me feeling like I’ve fallen in quick sand. No defenses left just surrendering to you no
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Motivation Prayer
Let it rain down on me today I want to feel some of these heavenly rays. God please give me some more faith, cause I’m about to educate…Myself. Put my life on
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Internal Stability
You reach to me as if I’m your final breath of air I’m like a mirage waiting I wear. Like the sun when you look up constantly there, But no matter how close I seem… I’m just following. Drawn to my black hole in the sea Sucked into my emotions at
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Changing Lanes
Unforeseen forces beckon me My heart speeds up…Now I can’t breathe. Something I fight alone Through appearance it’s not shown. I’ve grown tired and weary of these attacks I want what they’ve taken back. Precious time unraveled in chest pains
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Ballerina
It seems I’m lost in a corner of my own world where I’m seeking anything, because I’m easily bored. I need adventure like some need air a taste of freedom leaves me in a m
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A Daydream
Far away in my mind I see rain drops falling from the sky. The moon light shimmering your eyes are twinkling. Can’t walk away for I’m frozen in time if only for t
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2 Souls 1 Heart
Sometimes I think I was born to be a sucker along life's way made as a big mistake... So many things I don't understand in myself so I can't expect it from anyone el
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A Healing Cry
I wish you wouldn't get so offended when I say I need help especially when you've been through this yourself. I really need someone else to talk to someone experienced
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A Lifetime
It won’t be long before we’ll be together for 14 years we’ve shared a lot of pleasure, and tears. At 14 and 17 we we’re so in love fear was nothing we ever thought of.
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A Mother’s Love
A mom is someone who’ll love you no matter what without having sentences that always end with but. She listens and gives you room to grow, and when it’s time she let
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A Special Place
I want to find a place to go whenever I want to disappear where no one can find me, and I can leave behind my fears. A big place with lots of trees, and no more worr
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A True Parent
A true parent is someone who cares someone who will love you and always be there. That’s who you are and will always be for you’re the one who’s always cared for me. <
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Answered Prayers
God help me with this fear of messing up! Give me patience and help me to be fast enough. I don’t know these people, but their lives are in my hands everything happ
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Being Me
I’m sitting at a table at work thinking about how much has changed for our future. I’m keeping faith that things will be okay no matter what challenges come our way. So
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Blind Willpower
Broken promises, tattered dreams Take over most of my memories. Through hardships I’ve built this ancient wall To lessen the impact from the next fall. Locking e
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Bound I feel as if I live in a snow globe Only its rain… I can see everyone on the outside, But I’m here going insane. I go to the edge to see the sun shine But that’s as far as it goes. It’s as if something has me bound here, And I was c
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Consumed In Worries
So here I sit worried again don’t know where you’re at or where you’ve been? I called the bar at my usual 12am, and you’re not there…This isn’t fair!! It’s 1
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Deadly Thirst
What do we have left except our time? I try and reach to you, but silence is my only find. Everything is gone except memories and years… Even when you’re home I’m wast
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Dimensions of the Soul
I sit drowning in twilight thoughts words so swiftly thrown and bought. I’m not sure where my world truly is taking me I’m becoming a hopeless charity. Th
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Disillusioned
Why do I allow myself to believe? That you will wake up and see… Our ghosts fading, Ever so slowly cascading Away into the background. Silence, leaving only tw
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Dream Portal
It's so weird when I go to sleep... I get sucked into a world of 3D. When my life was going to shit I'd go to sleep, and dream the opposite. Now that my life is goi
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Emotional Dreams
I'm lying in bed alone again tonight you're in my mind, but I don't fight. I feel your soft lips kissing me I look in your eyes then your neck I start kissing.
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Endless Searching...
My mind is in a pleasure zone I want the romance I’ve never known. For me to be completely out of charge someone who’ll go that far. To go to the great exte
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Eternally Frozen
Behind everyone’s eyes is a story, And on every heart is a scar.
Life’s lesson etched forever, Pain makes you who you are.
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Ever Changing Love
And so I awaken yet again to renew the life I'm living. I see sun and think of you I see night stars and wonder will we get through? I meet people who are mor
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Fantasy Kiss
A hint of vanilla on the body the skin so smooth and fair. The warmth of two fantasizing anew. Ever changing dreams sometimes can bring... Arousal and passi
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Fates Puzzle
One second can change a life or even feelings of being a wife. I cherish this even more what the future holds I’m not sure? Every second wondering is this the last
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Feelings of You
I’ve come to realize that you’re all I need I know you’re tired of taking the lead. With a little patience and more time I think the aggressive women you want you’ll
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"This is a tribute for my sister Jennifer…” Figerro Little kitten in my mind I see the pain in you still following me. I grabbed you and held you so tight together for your li
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Finally a Light?
I guess suffering can sometimes bring good you now say you’re getting help the way you should. I wish you could see how much pain me, and the kids have been through all these years we were also alone while shedding our tears. I wish it wouldn't have t
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Flourishing Souls
You and I together after all has been done yet we still manage to get crazy, and have fun. Can’t imagine anyone making it through what we have thinking back on pai
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Forever Broke Trapped is how I feel Holding everything in how I deal.
In a world where I can do nothing right, And he can always find a reason to fight.
I can never speak about how I feel or what I desire I’m always depressed, and as he says "A L
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Fulfillment I wish I could touch your face when I'm at work I miss your warm embrace. You've helped me so much lately, and it's wonderful to see you so happy. This year is the first year you've smiled so much you seem to glow, and my heart you have touched. There's just
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God’s Whispers
So here I sit with my thoughts again sometimes they’re my only friend. I can’t
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Guiding Senses
I'm in an emotional state leaving behind all reasoning in fate. I move forward trying to ignore prior faults leaving room for growth and spiritual jolts. Does
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Happy Birthday Dad!!
Dad I'm bringing you wishes, and fond memories like the ones that are often brought to me. Like when I hear the Eagles CD I remember you cleaning the fish tanks
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Haunting Memories
Why must life be so complicated? We get old, and spend our whole life compensating. Once you get old there is nothing, but worries and pain. I swear sometimes I’m
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Have You Ever
You’ve known me for 14 years, but do you really see me? And if you do…Are you now accepting? No… Have you ever sent my favorite roses to me? Or let me be free with
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Heavenly Dreams
Sometimes I daydream about you touching me you just look into my eyes, and we leave reality. I can feel you caressing me I'm a prisoner in your arms...I'm weakening.
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Hour Glass In my life so Much time has been wasted True freedom to grow has never really been tasted. Sitting in my room restlessly overflowing with wishes Only to be filled with empty kisses… That carry a promise, only it will be broken. And yet again I’ll wish your words w
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Inner Arousal
I love to taste your flesh with little sweet caressing kisses. Slowly we move I’m so into you. I’m so aroused my body begins to melt. I run my tongue down
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Insecurities
I’m sitting here wishing you would make love to me like the first time, but I feel lately I’ve been the farthest thing from your mind. Why is it when we’re together now you
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Letting You (Mom) Inside
Mom I just want you to know that as time goes on I start to understand more where you’re coming from. I want to mend our bridge while we can though I can’t
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Life’s Choices
Dear God I lost my way, and I’m sure I made the right choice yesterday. How could I do so many things wrong? I know his love was real when he held me in his arms.
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Life’s Little Things
When I’m home I’m missing you and wish we weren’t apart in this world we’re living in you’ve got to find a way to start. I wonder do you think of me the way I think
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Love! And Life?
I miss you every hour of the day when I get home you want to go away. When I’m at work I miss home when you’re at home alone you wish you could roam. Now it’s ok
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Love Me
My heart aches more by the day, because you’re not changing your old ways. We were doing well for along while now we’re going backwards many miles. I’m tired of being le
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Love’s Rhythm Music plays, and the people vanish A tunnel vision only you manage. Foreheads touching, eyes close Love’s rhythm in our dancing shows. Warm emotions pulsate my veins Filling me with happiness never pain. I’ve never been so fulfilled A peace so strong it
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Loves Treasure
So weird how everything can be perfect one day, and then be gone to never be the same. Or how what you thought was dead was still alive just needed to dig deeper insi
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Loving My Kids
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, because I have nothing in my life except defeat. I finally climbed up that ladder, and when I got there it just made me even sadder.
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Miracles Do Happen
Something's I just don't understand in life. Like why we have to go through so much before it's right? Why do we have to hurt ourselves, and people we love? Just
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Motherly Love
The cold wait is continued like a restaurant menu. Servings are scarce there like my bodies terrorists. Will I feel the warmth in due time? Will thoughts of me
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My Shadow Past
I look in the mirror at me, and think what do you see? I’m not sure who is there? Who I was has disappeared. I see a shell of someone who looks the same, and
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Never Enough Time
Watching my kids grow so fast saddens me I miss when they were little babies. The first two were so close they felt like one I work
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Old Wounds
I'm sitting here in my own time warp I feel as if I've been carried off by a stork. Ever changing dreams and moods from me they seem to elude. Once again I probably r
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Our Future
I miss Junior and the kids with all my heart, but I can’t quit now when our future has just begun to start. You see I’ve been working for about a month now if I quit I’ll let
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