9:31 PM Hour Glass |
Hour Glass In my life so Much time has been wasted True freedom to grow has never really been tasted. Sitting in my room restlessly overflowing with wishes Only to be filled with empty kisses… That carry a promise, only it will be broken. And yet again I’ll wish your words were never spoken. Depression and I have a fight, And I say soon he’ll see the light. So I wait again and again While loneliness is how my day ends. Two decades and I still have a void, "That’s never ending.” Hope is almost extinct, and anger fills me up While my morals I’m defending. How long till he sees the pain? And really wants to change. Maybe he was meant to be with a party girl. My past doesn’t allow me to enter his world. I’m so family oriented that I’d die before Becoming an alcoholic or drug user. My kids mean more to me Than teaching them to be a loser. Instead I teach them to be patient, a fighter, a lover, And to see the good within the bad. Sometimes it takes a toll on me To supply enough as Mom and Dad. So I painfully see what the future holds Thinking… Take the good days to heart Till the bad is all we know. Some days I feel like I’ve seen the worst of our years. Like I’m completely out of tears, But they still flow. And to you my weakness shows. You feed off my kindness as if to be a parasite Leaving me more helpless with every bite. Taking away my will to fight, and back to bed I go. The only way to deal that I know. |
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