Dear God I lost my way,
and I’m sure I made the right choice yesterday.
How could I do so many things wrong?
I know his love was real when he held me in his arms.
I’ve been hurting him for over a year, and didn’t know…
Why couldn’t he just talk to me instead of always leaving me alone?
Were my senses that messed up?
That I couldn’t see that I was hurting him this much.
Now we’ll be spending a lot of family time together,
and hopefully talking more instead of avoiding each other.
I thought he didn’t love me so I gave up,
and here it was just that he was hurting to much.
It would’ve been a lot easier if he would’ve just told me
instead of letting things keep going on while I was feeling lonely.
Well I had three days of the most painful choices in life
I hope I never have to do this again as long as I’m his wife.
I hope things work out for the best,
and that God will guide me through the rest.
I knew I made the right choices when everyone in the house was smiling again
I just wish I didn’t have to hurt my best friend…
I guess I deserve it, because it went too far
now my eyes and ears are open to the stars.
I thank God for making him speak from the heart
Or I might have let our family split apart.
After last night I believe he still loves me,
and we’re a family again the way it should be.