Forever Broke
　
Trapped is how I feel
Holding everything in how I deal.

In a world where I can do nothing right,
And he can always find a reason to fight.

I can never speak about how I feel or what I desire
I’m always depressed, and as he says "A Liar”.

I’ve tried to be patient and give him time to grow
It’s been 17 yrs. And who I was I no longer know.

Everything I used to like about me is gone
Sometimes he makes me feel as if I could breathe wrong.

 
I can’t concentrate, and I always block him out

It’s an automatic defense mechanism route.

I’m so afraid of being alone, and it’s been so many years…
I hate to think it was for nothing, there are so many wasted tears.

 
It seems he wants to be free,
Because we cause so much responsibility.
　
He worries about every detail stressing him self out
Things that can’t be helped no matter how much you shout.
　
Yelling doesn’t change a bill you can’t pay
Or the fact that you’re having a bad day.

What it can do… Is cause your blood pressure to rise till you have a heart attack or stroke
Or your family bond to be forever broke.

Loosing everything over something so petty
So much pain the future would hold, but you seem ready.