Finally a Light?

I guess suffering can sometimes bring good
you now say you’re getting help the way you should.
I wish you could see how much pain me, and the kids have been through all these years
we were also alone while shedding our tears.
I wish it wouldn't have　taken us leaving to open your eyes
all the pain everyone had to go through to make you realize...
I have to say your persistence paid off,
but if I come home and you go back to your old ways our future will be lost.
My question to you is how do you feel about the bar now?
Has all this changed your perspective on life somehow?
All I know is I’ll never go through this, and come home again
so your heart better be true… And you better be ready to be a husband, dad, and a friend.
I'm sorry for leaving when you wasn't home,
but I knew I couldn't do it peacefully unless we we're alone.
So tomorrow we'll be a family again,
but you have to stick to the treatments so we can all mend.
When we come home you have to promise not to drop out saying that you’re okay,
because if you don't stick to it I won't stay.
I've taken feeling like a nobody for far too long
maybe now that your ears are open you’ll again hear my hearts song.
My heart has been playing a song of loyalty almost all my life
if it didn't then long ago I would have stopped being your wife.
You gave me too little credit thinking I took the kids over there
don't you think I would put them in a good environment? I do care...
I wrote you a letter telling you I was going to the shelter,
and as usual you didn't believe me and thought I met her.
I wish for once in your life you'd believe me
it would of caused you a whole lot less agony.
I figured you'd be in a bar drinking your life away
it's my parents, your mom, Jenny, and Karla who told me they believed what you say.
They said they thought you were really sincere,
and if we stuck this out... You'd finally be there.
So we're coming home to stick it out
I hope your love is what they thought it was about.
I will try to have faith for now
I hope the Junior I used to know has finally been found.