Something's I just don't understand in life.
Like why we have to go through so much before it's right?
Why do we have to hurt ourselves, and people we love?
Just to learn life's lessons, and find what we're made of.
Why do we have to do things wrong to learn what's right?
Why is it to find happiness you have to give a good fight?
If things were given to us would we cherish them the same?
Or would we take advantage? Having ourselves to blame.
I look back in my past to see so much pain
then I look at now, and see there's no more rain.
Our happiness is slowly washing away all our bad times
I can daydream, and have happy thoughts in my mind.
Every bit I've been through is worth it for even a second now
just when I gave up my life flipped around somehow.
When I was in my darkest hours God fixed everything
somehow we had a miracle, but you were suffering.
Your suffering healed you in a way I can't understand
it pulled every bit of anger from your body to make you a better man.
Why did I have to hurt you so much to make our miracle come through?
I had given up, but I still loved you.
We've been together through so much...Always fighting to survive.
Then poof 11 years later our miracle had arrived.
I'm so proud of who you are, and what you've become in so little time
it seems as if my knight and shinning armor over night had arrived.
I know our 12th Christmas will be the most special one
for all our hearts will be filled with the love we won.
When I look at the Christmas tree
I smile knowing our house is anger free.
We will make it into another year
without any yelling, and no more tears.
I know we’ll grow old together until our time is gone
even then our spirits will rise together through the sun.
The Ghost's from are past we finally beat
now our future is shinning, and free from deceit.